Favorite quote and why you love it

Day 4

Yeah so I skipped a day, oh well.

Funny because I find myself quoting movies and TV shows in nearly every conversation. This should have been easy right? WRONG. Like anyone who tries to come up with a favorite quote, or a favorite ANYTHING, I drew a blank.  Surely enough a million and one quotes from all over the place come to the forefront of my mind. It may very well just be the drama queen in me but each one feels so life-changing! 

But a few that I've been thinking about a lot lately are:

Everyone goes through hard times. Life is a roller coaster. We all know what it feels like to be going through something that feels it has no end. But you have to find within yourself a light that will carry you through. If you can't find one, CREATE ONE. Something that no matter what is going on outside in your world, will keep you pushing.

Regret is something I'm all too familiar with. I'm sure you're no stranger to it either. But what is worse? Looking back with regret and resentment for not saying or doing something? Or being able to look back with appreciation, contentment, and maybe even good memories of the things you did? You don't get a lot of chances at some things in life. Maybe once or twice. And very seldom a third. I don't know about you but I'd much rather take my chances.

This is a relative statement. But for me I know that I've caught myself time and time again becoming too much of a materialistic person. Which, I feel for a lot of youngins is a hard thing NOT to be. I used to think 'well if I have this or that, less of this and more of that then I'll be (insert some high social status or positive emotional state).' And there is very little truth to that. Having 'things' can make you happy. I love my computer, the million clothes in my closet, my phone, etc. But that should never add or subtract to the person you are or how you think of yourself. Your material possessions are NOT your identity.

The Sunday Social, Week 47

Woohoo! Sunday social time!

1. 4 favorite things to do on a weekend

     ABSOLUTELY NOTHING!

     Sunday church

     Catch up on my shows I missed during the week

     Calling my grandparents <3

2. 4 favorite things about your best friend

     She lives in cool places that I get to visit every now and then.

     She's always nice to me. (because she knows I'll beat her up if not, jk)

     Ever since I met that girl she's been very ambitious.

     Also, she is one of the most giving and selfless people I know!

 

3. 4 things you would do with $100,000

     Immediately put $50k in the bank for my life savings.

     Pay for all my college tuition, fees, books, etc.

     Put some money down on a car for my parents because as of now we don't have one.

     Pay off as much debt as I can for my family with what's left over.

4. 4 favorite books you've ever read

     The 'Uglies' series by Scott Weterfield

     Lock and key by Sarah Dessen

     The Fault in our stars by John Green

     Romiette & Julio by Sharon M. Draper  

5. 4 favorite snack foods

     CHILDREN  

     Alright, I'm kidding... 

     Shrimp chips!!! You're missing out if you've never tried them!

     Chocolate, does that count?

     Chips and salsa. Oh I could eat this foreverrrrrr

     Fruits! Preferably dried fruits like mangoes. YUM!

6. 4 things that you must do daily

     Drink tea or coffee (decafinated of course)

     Check the weather and my email

     Take time out to pray and meditate 

     Listen to music that uplifts me and gets me energized as I get ready in the A.M.

 

This Caturday I would like to be thankful for:

My parents and all the silly things they do with me just to make me smile <3

The cake in the kitchen. 

But I'm REALLY thankful that it hasn't been devoured yet.

The dog not barking at the nice mailman and scaring him away today.

My sewing machine not breaking down when I ripped things off of it in frustration today.

My sister NOT getting a cat, because I actually kind of hate cats.Or pets in general.

Things that make me uncomfortable

Feeling eyes on the back of my head. Do you ever feel like you're being watched or stalked from a distance? It's like that weird extra-sense we all have, right? I think the times where I've felt "eyes" the most is when I'm in a group of  people and it's my turn to speak and you just feel everyone turn around and stare (which is what they're supposed to do. But the sudden awareness of it is what makes me feel icky).

Awkward silences or lulls in conversation. The "I-don't-know-what-to-say-here-so-I'll-just-wait-till-you-start-talking-again" kinda silence. At that point I know I should just politely end the conversation and part ways. BUUUUT that never happens. Of course someone always ends up saying something and we then suddenly start laughing because we both felt the awkwardness.

Too hot. Too cold. Oh man, nothing is worse than being hot and it suddenly feels like all your clothes are sticking to you. I feel like I have to 'readjust' my clothes constantly and worry about my makeup (if I'm wearing any) is going to melt off my face! Too cold for me means that because of a lack of meat on my bones I'll be shivering like a mad woman in no time! Not the most attractive sight.

When someone cooks for me and it's terrible. I just don't have the heart to tell 'em. So to spare myself of guilt and harsh  feelings I just eat it. No matter how bad it is. 

Physically being to close to someone/breaking my bubble. We all have our personal space bubbles right? You should have a pretty good idea of what I mean here.

Public speaking. It never fails, as I prepare myself I have all the confidence in the world. I usually know exactly what to say, presentation on point. When I stand up and feel the eyes on me it's game over. I become a puddle of jumbled words and nervous gestures. Although, if I have it written down and I can glance at it every now and then I'm good2go.

The fact that my baby cousins are no longer babies. I may only be a teenager, but seeing them grow up is a reminder that I'm growing up too. I don't wanna grow up! I wanna be a Toys R Us kid!!!!!!!!!

Not having enough cash/forgetting ALL your money and cards at the store checkout. Uhh do I really even need to explain this?

My life story in 250 words

Day 1, Wednesday: The story of your life in 250 words or less

Born in the hot summer of ’93. I met my BFF/play-sister in kindergarten. Joined and quit the track team in 3^rd grade. Began straightening my hair at age 8. My mom and aunt taught me how to sew somewhere round age 10. I was in every one of my elementary schools’ spelling bees. I also lost every one of said spelling bees. The first time I sang in front of actual people instead of stuffed animals with a microphone instead of a hairbrush was in my middle school talent show. The first time I tried to drive a car I was 14 and I ran into a bush. Killed every pet I ever had except my dog. Every summer in high school I drove and flew to Los Angeles. I was ALWAYS the new kid because I attended a different high school every year. I wasn’t allowed to wear makeup until I was 16. Also went to my first and last concert on my 16^th birthday. I have only gone to my senior prom, and I ran for prom queen – I lost, but I felt like such a winner that night that when people ask I tell them I won lol. Got into musical theater and stuck with it for a couple of years. The first job I ever had was at with a local solar energy provider. The first time I went out of state was last Christmas to Idaho. And finally I started this lil blog last year! 

WOOP THERE IT IS! 250 words exactly, count 'em.